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#apple babble 🍎#non fandom#i need life to give me a fucking break fr like?????#almost immediately after i finally crawled out of a major depressive episode#infected fucking dog bite from some asshole’s unleashed dog#major tooth abscess that literally has my entire left side of my face and head and neck throbbing with pain#can’t afford to get the damn thing pulled until a few more days#so my body is fighting 2 major infections rn and my heart rate is at a constant 100-115#can’t think straight can’t focus on anything#couldn’t walk priya today bc of how shitty i feel#had an EXTREMELY stressful anxiety ridden day with my client today which didn’t help anything#my work days have been so fucking long that i don’t have time to take care of my medical stuff before everything closes#i had to race to get my antibiotics WHILE i was working bc i knew i wouldn’t get there in time after work#bc my fucking client kept adding shit for me to do last minute#then was like ‘oh btw you only have an hour to make these 10 fucking stops bc my appt is soon’#give me a fucking break liKE COME THE FUCK ON#IM SO MAD AND ANNOYED#i didn’t even walk the dogs this morning#i just too them to a secluded place off the trail and fucking cried for an hour#i really hate things rn like i really hate how difficult and fucking expensive it is to stay alive#i fucking HATE IT#delete later#i guess idfk whatever
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personal happiness or what the fuck ever
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#xmen#xmen comics#cherik#charles xavier#erik lehnsherr#professor x#magneto#jeans here too but ssh#snap sketches#i havent posted anything in what feels like forever and i GUESS i have to remind people i do draw sometimes. whatever.#aka in my brain i have at LEAST a five-page doujin where this gets incredibly nsft but i dont have TIME for that these days do i#so for now we get just. these scribbles. ill be able to make something exemplary again someday i swear <- optimistic#i think im going to close my comms off for the rest of december once i get through the batch i have now#which ... doesnt sound hard since the amount i have will probably take me to the end of december anyway 💀#i just need everyone to believe me i have better visions for yaoifying issue 309 .... the opportunity is right there...#like wdym the dream sequence is gon end on a panel of erik's eyes as he reinforces the idea charles needs happiness like scott and jean's..#call up your ex. right now charles.#what got me peeved about this issue is i have no idea what color eriks outfit could be vjaeLVKEJARK its like.#is he wearing a lab coat over a suit .... i think thats the intention ... or maybe it is a trench coat....#idk shit for me to figure out if i ever get the time to explore this thing again#LIKE UGH IM SCREAMING i have Such Visions that i dont have time to execute and theyre killing me#maybe ill just write them down idfk <- trying to write fanfiction ends even worse for me than trying to draw#anyways. im gonna drive myself mad good night everyone#i have to go to a christmas party tomorrow night. later tonight. whatever.#BYE
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#project sekai#pjsk#tsukasa tenma#prsk#proseka#prosekai#idfk.#colorful stage#yeah sure man#feel free to squint for ruikasa theres yaoi everywhere with those for the eyes to see i guess#thought it was funny w the howl tsukasa art when ppl jsut tagged assuming it was ruikasa. do howl and calcifer have yaoi ?#i read the book and i think calcifer can do better. idk.#Not doing so great but its way easier for me to post here than twt or insta or whatever so.#you get a month old wip i wont have the will nor time nor happiness to finish#i wanted to say I might not draw or post for a while but well 1 every time i say that i feel like drawing right after.#and it helps me cope or whatever. who cares. but 2. i post once a month anyways. so adios
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idk how lighting works in xna so whatever
anyway these bitches gay, good for them
#got pissed off about blender so i fussed with this a little instead#if anyone can help me with blender problems I'd appreciate you so much 🥺#anyway what do i even tag this idfk#sylv stuff#whatever i don't know#it's not sculpting so like wtf do i tag it#anyway#handsome jack#timothy lawrence#jackothy#borderlands#sylv scribbles#I'll just use that as my catchall creation tag whether it's 3d or 2d i guess idfk#if so i need to go back and retag some stuff#augh tagging is hard#their hands are so fucking big i was actually like wtf when i put tim's near jack's face.#i literally could not believe it was positioned correctly
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i love rambling about things i like but everytime i do i lose 10 points of mysteriousness so i have to refrain from doing it as much as possible
#^ me trying to convince myself my life is a videogame so i can actually keep living#joke ish vent ish post idfk#vent?#i love infodumping but anytime i ever do theres like a 100℅ chance nobody gaf about what im saying#like i will literally ramble about like the 10 deadliesy drugs#or the difference between hypotension and hypertension#when nobodu asked#its whatever i guess but thats literally why ifant ever talk to anyone anymoee#diary of a dumbass
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For the ask me anything: what is YOUR taste like. What do you like. Not necessarily hear me outs, just characters you fancy:)
Dang that’s actually a good question🤔 I’m kind of all over the place tbh and I’m bad at favorites but I guess my pinned post with Lady Dimitrescu is some indication
And thanks for the ask 🥲
#take from that what you will#dommymommies and various alt folks I guess??#to be pretty fuckin basic#at least by tumblr standards#but also just kinda whatever grabs me from moment to moment idfk#300 followers#ask me anything#asks
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oh monday when i was getting a buzzcut again the (really nice don't get me wrong) hairdresser who's been cutting my hair for years went 'don't worry you don't look like a boy you still have a girly face' and. well. a) she has no idea how many times I've been approached with male pronouns so she's just incorrect and b) I'm? a boy? sometimes? so i have no problem with 'looking like a boy'? lmao?
#i do not have a girly face if you ask me#it's just that she's seen me as a girl for years and can't see it another way#same thing with my mom#once you've put me in that category it's hard to look at it objectively#personally i've just never viewed my gender as a big part of my appearance#so i don't see my face as girly or whatever#idk what to call me identity but i'm comfortable with she and he pronouns#i guess i'm kinda genderfluid#maybe#idfk
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is it weird that i want the pining back?
#psych spoilers#shules spoilers#it's so bonkers cause i love them so much but also season 3 when they both liked each other and jules was a hot mess for him#iconic#psych#juliet o'hara#like we all know they have sex too and i selfishly want to see that#not like literally but like making out or what they did with carlton and marlowe#probably maggie and james weren't comfortable with that which is totally fair but like#it's just been chasted kisses since extradition please show them making out without playinf silly elvis music over it#i honestly hated that music choice#i get that it's a comedy#whatever /i guess/ you can be funny#/silly#but like they're kissing !!!#aaaaa#or make them talk about their feelings#or both#idfk ajdjsjsj#im rambling#shules#shawn spencer#psych tv#shawn and juliet#psych season 6#psych season 5 spoilers#psych season 6 spoilers
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friend of friends here. genuinely asking how you've never tasted apple pie because it's like. idk one of the common ones ? (I'm not even an apple pie lover- catch me with some cherry or blueberry over apple anyday if we're talking pies)
hello friend of a friend :D
OK SO LIKE
ive never actually had any pie OTHER than pumpkin pie & the reason 4 that is bc my older brother doesnt like any other pie
he has texture issues & just, ??? bc he didnt like it my parents never interacted w/apple pie or any pie outside of pumpkin since? asklfhdsjk
this happens w/all kinds of food & also just other thingssss
this is y ik nothing of starwars; bc my brother h8ed it so i just never got 2 watch any((dont ask how weird that was i just assummed it was a rule & havent made time 2 watych it idk kfjhdsfkj))
also NO1 SELLS ANY APPLE PIE HERE I DONT GET IT
im from goddamn the west of west & just WHERE IS THE APPLE PIE ALL I SEE IS PUMPKIN PIE & CHEESECAKE 4 MILES 2 COME
#iim trying 2 think of other foods that my brother just disliked that ive never had bc of it#ik 1 is casserole?#IDFK HOW 2 SPELL THAT#BUT YEAH THAT ive never had that in my life idek what its suppossed 2 look like#kinda hard 2 know what uve never had if uve never had it#OHH OHHHH#4 the longest time i didnt have chicken nuggets bc my brother laid claim 2 them#i went about 16 yrs w/out them#never had biscuits & gravy#i looked up a list lmao hold on#no meatloaf#tf is a crab cake#never had a cobbler but i have heard friends talk about hwo good it is so im guessing its quite popular#yeah just just some foods ive never even laid eyes on akfjHDJSFG#BUT LIKE#IN MY PARENTS DEFENSE#I NEVER ASKED 2 TRY THEM#bc im known in my family as like “the goat” or “the pig” i eat anything & everything u put in front of me moldy bad or not#so like ive eaten frog legs & sardines n stuff i LVOE SPAM & whatever gross foods ppl dont like#but never apple pie yeahhhhh#fdshjsdgfjhs srry i rambled WAYYYYYY 2 long#u dont even know me KJHFUKSDGFJHLASGFYUHJWAGFIUHSJDK#whateverrrr#puppee answers#ty 4 the ask but honestly the answer make little 2 no sense#its just a thing
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oh yeah update on the shelter for my cat, they emailed me back but it's cuz they're moving locations so i won't be able to surrender her till mid january at the earliest.........
#msposts#text#complaining#yeaahhh#and my roommates called me at work like#oh yeah the handyman is calling an exterminator for the roaches to treat hopefully the whole building#and im like it ebetter be cuz im certain the neighbours are adding to the issue here#i mostly see them at water sources in our house and rarely around like our garbage#so im certain theyre eating well somewhere#but then they were like uhhmmm we cant fit all 4 cat carriers into the back of our car and im like you could if u put two on the floor but#ig the issue isnt the space its the fact they just dont want to#told me “figure it out”#my only friends i know here i can ask fer help are super busy and theres still no eta for the guys to spray#and i gotta be otu fer 4 hours min#i cant bring the cats on the bus cuz one is very loud and if i uber anywhre itll be like 40 bucks for the day#assuming anyone will allow me over at all#so im prepping mentally for sitting outside with yowling cats for 4 fucking hours#and i just know the shit ass handyman will give us like 2 days notice and i wont have time to book it off for work#so i wont have enough for bills and will have to scrape by again#so whatever i guess idfk
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https://docs.google.com/document/d/1tSOWbhg36YmMTKPYw46z8t9W_nxXoATfgakH7yRr9Z8
...Where'd you get that?
#tim hortons answers#gimmick blog#lore?#lore!!!#cw blood in the document#i guess#idk i tried to draw blood#i think i failed#LOOK I WAS DRAWING ON IBISPAINT ON MY PHONE#I'm not very good at drawing ok?#especially digital#and with my fingers#oh wait this is supposed to be dramatic and mysterious or somethinf#whatever#the tags don't count as lore#at least for now#might hide shit in the tags later#idfk
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me and the terrible, horrible, no good, very bad day I just had, so WRITING SMUT TO FEEL BETTER yippeeeee
#idfk which wip to work on#i guess the batlin fic that has been unfinished for like two weeks#absolute crack ship that is so silly#whatevs#ramble
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you know what. i'm just exhausted and i'm having an awful time. idk what else to say.
#rho.odt#perhaps what i need is the ol' reliable isolating from everyone and everything#idfk. it's just all bad#idk why it all falls on me idk why whatever power rules this universe thinks i can handle all this#frankly idk why i *am* trying to handle all this. i'm so so so so so tired#that's all. i guess. sorry for breakdownposting i know it sucks i'd be annoyed too#it's just that my life keeps getting worse in some way and i don't believe it will ever be fine#if i'll ever be fine#whatever. who give a shit.#tbd
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did you actually think i was dead earlier today? i wrote that post and than fell asleep and when i woke up i had over 100 notifications and also a bunch of messages and it was really nice but i realized you thought i was actually dead and i got pretty sad
#idk#idk what to do#i don't wanna be alive but i also want to see what's gonna happen i guess#whatever happens i have an out#idfk#i'll shut up
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man of war
#oc artwork#oc art#how do you tag oc art. help#yaoi but you can't see the other guy#radiohead lyrics#I guess#it's man of war lyrics idfk#artist on tumblr#art#whatever the hell#otasune posting might return at a later date#bye again
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new novella refs plus bonus nebula refs 👌
#arting#oc#its my starco fankids lmao idfk#their story is kinda fucked but its whatever#nebby has moons hair colour cause i liked it that way just pretend blue hair is like red hair and likes to skip a generation or smth#also nebby's ghost like... ages kinda???? like a menma situation i fucking guess#okayokayokay now ill work on poppy ref i prommy!!!!!#novi and nebby
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